homophobic_fag

me, being drunk, and at the same time spiritual

2008-02-14T09:38:46Z

i have the most profound respect for god
i do not believe in an of the religions that praise him or respect any of them but i believe and respect god
the chance that any of what this world is happened on just pure chance is in my opinion impossible
all of the things that we experience every day is just too much for me to think just chance decided
i believe that even if it was only in the distance past some super natural being with our good will in mind created this
the religions are there to praise him and give him constant worship and love but that kind of love is composed of nothing but fear and hope, fear of his power and hope that their praise will grant them everlasting peace and bliss
in my opinion, this is just mine, it has been influenecded of course by many things aspects throughout my life but my opinion is that god gave us this life and this world to make our own choices and live our own lifes
to experience as much as we can
to feel as many differeny emotions and thoughts as we can
life is here for our us
not for him
he has his own life and his own thoughts and aspirations, one of those aspirations which i belive is us
if there is a god that created this all, i believe he is watching us
whether our choices make him proud or sorrowful i think is watching and listening
all of hte people that praise him and worship him, spending hours upon hours telling him how great and powerful he is...if there is a god that created this all don't you think he would already know how powerful and great he is? even is he is omnipotent and invulnerable he must know that, he must be at least a little cocky and confident
he probaly likes the praise but i think he would like even more so the people that take advantage of this gift of life and free choice and do what the please, by living life to the fullest
i love god for giving me the choice and chance of doing what i please and i plan to take advantage of that as much as possible by experiencing as much of this life as i possibly can

i just realized

2008-02-05T08:30:46Z

i need a woman
that can sometimes be a girl

do i want to or no?

2007-12-27T20:38:37Z

should i spend 200$ to go fly to my cousins wedding in minnesota?

a cool story involving a black guy

2007-08-25T09:34:55Z

on thursday my truck had its roughest day ever
as i was driving to school on the ramona expressway my right sideview mirror just fell off, i was just driving straight and it fell off, wtf haha
then later on when i was driving back from work it started smoking
so i risked it and drove the last mile home and then when i checked it after letting it cool off for a while i realized i didn't have enough oil
so i put more in but it's still fucked up and smokes
and now i can't drive much
so this mexican playa i work with, he's got ho's in different area codes, direct quote
anyways he calls over this black mechanic he knows after we close the store
and he tells me it'll be fine to drive as long as the oil is full
and so i believed him, i mean, it's a black guy? i had to trust him
but, he fucking lied to me as i pulled up to bonnie's house i realized it was smoking really bad again and it was even worse on my way home
it sucks
fucking black guys seem more trustwortyh

jason schwartzman, jude law, break dancing, daft punk

2007-08-21T09:26:39Z

rick roll

2007-07-16T07:55:14Z

"never gonna give you up, never gonna let you down, never gonna run around and desert you, never gonna make you cry, never gonna make you cry, never gonna tell and lie and hurt you"

if you couldn't make it to coachella....

2007-04-28T01:33:22Z

http://attblueroom.com/inc_event_mediaplayer/player.php?id=#vtop

watch it online for free

fuck

2007-04-21T04:39:15Z

today

what the fuck do i do?

2007-04-18T04:02:38Z

which college?
this weekend?
prom?
i need to get my shit together

and by the way,
freak =

i am now

2007-03-02T06:26:06Z

embarking on a journy

buffy the vampire slayer: season 7
can i finish it in one night?

FUCK FUCK FUCK

2007-02-27T02:48:04Z

YOU
fucking stepdad is a fucking douchebag
fuck him
fuck fuck fuck him

well

2006-12-14T06:06:09Z

i've made a complete fool of myself

bro's before ho's

2006-12-02T22:23:32Z

mis amigos estan muy cheveres
staying up late at night doing basically nothing is always really fun, and then waking up everybody with madonna makes it even better
so before thursday i have to finish my scholorship packet which won't be that hard but i just can't get myself to start on it
and i also have to do my project for mr rossi. my chapter isn't that hard, i have the one that wickham and lydia get married in but i really don't want to write a 5-7 minute speech on that, and i think i'm going to end up making a visual that looks just like everybody elses. because of my chapter, there is no mr darcy, and because of that i now have no way of tying in "bridget jones diary" into my speech which i realllly wanted to do :(
i also am going to go apply at stater brothers next week, i don't think i'll get the job but i'm tired of sitting at home with nothing to do, i could read but lately i have not been in a reading mood at all
shit, i drank so much caffeine last night, i really need to stop having caffeine, my heart can't take all of it...my hands are still shaking a little bit. it's not as scary the time i had two rockstars but i'm starting to get more and more scared about having too much caffeine and having a heart attack

of to Minnesota for me

2006-11-17T20:30:20Z

i'll see everybody in a week, i'll bring back some KEY CHAINS
and some cold
it's gonna be a big difference, going from today's 90 degrees heat to 30's cold in Minnesota
ahh
i'm so excited
!!!

my day

2006-08-31T05:57:48Z

today i learned gonadologist

go to ytmnd.com and type in dr dre

2006-08-24T10:15:37Z

i dont know why im updating live journal, i really dont have much to say at all

little miss sunshine was a great movie
the part where the girl was hugging her brother got my eyes watery
the dad in the movie dressed like my dad
buns and ammo haha

i am watchign the uk edition of hte office right now :)
3rd best uk show ever, 1st best uk show without john cleese

i am going to go to sleep now and then tomorrow i will (hopefully) do all of my summer work for ap english next year, damn all this work

ap english summer work

2006-08-20T18:46:44Z

so today i told myself that i would start and finish "their eyes were watching god", im pretty sure i could read it today if i was just able to get away from the computer and lay down with the book, but i can't damnit.

plus, i have the urge to go streaking right now for some reason and that doesn't help